Full Name: xuans
Gender: Female
Age: 20
Eyes: Black
Hair: Purple
Birthplace: Buya
Birth Season: Spring

*Yawns*
~Opened my eyes lazily. Stretched my arms. ~
I've lay in here for how long, I don't know.
The light from the sun, almost blinding, shone onto me.
I looked up at the sky, wondering how long have I been sleeping.
Been in the dark. Been so innocent and naive.

Walking down the Dae shore, golden sand under my feet.
Water so clear, yet so impure.
Looking at the Sun sets; so beautiful, yet so short.
Perhaps my life, like the Sun, was once so bright and brave.
Having given way to the night, where darkness takes over.

What awoken me from my deep sleep, I don't know.
My heart doesn't want to find out either.
Things will happen if it is meant to happen.
Feeling lost, I've been running away from it all.
I do not wish to be alone, anymore.

                                                      ~*~

Just then, I caught sight of a Lady with glowing light from the corner of my eye. She above all people, noticed me. It seemed like she could see through me and feel what I was feeling. She approached me. What a beautiful face, so kind, so pure. 

"You're a lost soul, my dear" she said.
Those words hit me so hard, my eyes filled up with tears.
I thought in my heart, there's someone; there is actually someone who understood me.

"Come find me, and I will guide you to a future no longer lonely". Those were her last words before she left, into the shadows.

I was shaken; it felt as though someone had broken my frozen heart. I've never felt anything so strong, it was too overwhelming. I did not know what to do, what to think.

I did not go looking for the Lady. Too scared I believe.

                                                  ~*~

I spend the rest of the Summer, on the warm shore, under a big tree which shelter me from harm. I did a lot of thinking, wondering how life would be like if I had gone to look for that Lady.

I was taking a nap under the tree on this fine day, when I was awoken by a noise. This sound, have a feeling of peacefulness. It was the feeling that Lady had in her. Yes, it's the feeling of peacefulness.

Quickly, I got on my feet, went searching for the noise, or rather, the sound. There! I found it; it was a group of Monks enchanting. I felt relief; I was not going to let this chance slip away, a chance to change what I am, who I am. I walked towards the group of Monk, and before I could open my mouth, I was invited to join them.

From then on, I joined in any conversation and teachings the Monks had.

                                                    ~*~

Now, I am here talking about my life.
Things will happen if it is meant to happen.
Sometimes, you have to be the one that makes the first move.
That day I was walked into the Monk family.
I saw the Lady who shaken me.
Things will happen if it is meant to happen.

                                               ~*~

Sammasati xuans
~Living the days once again~