Berig     Created on Saturday, 02 July 2005 14:33  
  Saleen  
      Saleen Shindo, Born Yuri 58 moon2 day 5 to father Ghostrider Shindo.  The son of the marked "Dark Muse" Ghostrider, legendary Muse guide.  I had as normal of a life as any other kid could have.  I never knew my mother she died while giving birth to me.  Growing up in my hometown of Buya was wonderfull.  Full of honest people and beautiful scenery made my childhood wonderfull.  After a couple years had passed my father started to teach me in the ways of the poet.  Casting spells and helping others was turning into a way of life for me.  After a while my father stopped being around as often.  There was much termoil within the Muse path with my father,  rumors being spread about him as being a evil and dark soul.  When I was just turning to the 74th Insight my father was struck down and killed by a masked man in Nagnang.  I remember the hatred I felt and the sadness that bundled up inside of me.  Everyone I knew was either showering me with kindness or ignoring me like I was invisible.  I trained day after day with this anger fueling my hatred growing stronger by the minute.  After months on what seemed a suicide run I was ambushed and nearly killed in a Dragon cave when this warrior hit the dragon after me with great force saving my life.  I looked up at her and I swear that time stood still for what seemed like eternity.  We talked for a while after about past memories and became really close friends.  She made me feel like my old self again,  that big part of me that has been missing for some time now.  In late Yuri 72 me and the warrior SupaStephie were married and my life had taken a complete turn around.  She filled my heart with love and joy no other could fill and I could never imagine a day without her allthough I still felt there were some things in my life that were missing, wondering where I was going and what my purpose in life was.  I wanted to follow my fathers footsteps so I joined the Muse path under my fathers one mentor Skademon.  Things had changed within the guild from what I had remebered from my fathers time.  Cold and empty the circle always seemed.  Noone around and if they were they never spoke.  Maybe it was because of who I was,  I gave them no reason to hate or dislike me.  I gave everything I had to them just to be chewed up and spit out like I was nothing.  I guess this was not the place for me so I hung up my Kaliedoscope and ventured on.  I struggled through the next couple months searching for who I was.  Going over my options I decided to master the totem animal Hyun Moo in search of guidance.  Hyun moo gave me such strength and courage to face my fears and thoughts.  I had finally come to peace with my fathers passing and moved on within my life.  Strolling through Buya one day with my wife we came across a fine young man outside of his house.  After talking to him for a little he asked us in for some Wine and a little Roast chicken.  We agreed and had the most wonderful meal of our lives.  After talking with this man who was so wise and generous we learned that he was a Monk.  I was so intrigued by him the next day I visited the Buya library to do a little research on the way of the Monk.  I must have read that scroll for hours,  I was lost in the words with this warm feeling coming over me paragraph after paragraph.  I knew then that this was the way for me.  I contacted a Monk guide named Vexiplex who taught me in the ways of the Monk.  After many months of hard work Vexiplex had ascended me into the Monk guild where I am now proud to call my home.  Nothing like the other paths I feel welcomed here and loved by all in the path.  I feel that my life has more meaning to it now.. and where I go from here,  I guess only time will tell...