Berig     Created on Wednesday, 12 October 2005 18:04  
  Pathos  
  The story of Pathos.

I was born on a cold night in the Winter of Yuri 49.  My mother was a Shaman and my father was a Druid.  I spent the early years of my life in the busy city of Buya, learning from my parents.  They taught me about the different paths I could take, and I eventually chose the path of a healer.  They taught me how to unlock the power of my mind.  They taught me how to learn new secrets and how I could use them to protect people.  We traveled to many different lands and they taught me much about the history of the Kingdoms.  Then one day, when I was still young, they were gone.

I was lost.  I was forced to fend for myself.  It was time to go out on my own and learn who I really was.

I packed some supplies and headed out into the Wilderness.  I spent months wandering around, meditating, and helping the other travelers.  One day I woke up under a shade tree and took a deep breath.  "I can see why my father loved the Wilderness,"  I thought to myself.  "I'm glad the Druids are here to protect it."  My parents had told me that I would have yet another choice to make one day.  Now I knew what they were talking about.  I knew that it was time to learn more about the subpaths.

I ventured back into the city and buried myself in the scrolls at the library.  I read everything I could about the Druids.  After I read the last words of the scroll, I thought "Hmm, this is a noble cause, but it does not sound like this is where I belong."  I looked at the shelf and saw two other scrolls.  I pulled down an ornate looking parchment about the Muses.  I read it for a little while and quickly realized that I could never cut it as a performer.  A wallflower like myself would never be able to act or write.  I took the last scroll from the shelf.  It was a dusty old tome called "The Wandering Monk."  I remembered the stories my mother had told me about my grandfather.  He was a Monk.  She said he was strong, yet humble.  He could easily strike down nearly anyone that he came across, but he chose to live a quiet discipline instead.  As I unrolled the scroll, a part of me knew that I belonged in the Monk circle.  I read every bit of it.  With each word I felt more and more that I had a home.  All these years I was confused, I thought I was destined to be a lone wanderer.  Now that I had read this scroll I knew what I was born to be.

Although many of the concepts were too difficult for me to completely understand at first, I began striving to learn the Eightfold path.

Meanwhile, I was reaching my prime... I was gaining wealth and I was becoming stronger.  It is easy to be seduced by the power and money, but I tried my best to humble myself.  One day a Monk guide came across me in the Wilderness.  She saw not only my potential, but my struggle as well.  She also saw that I would never make it without guidance.  She began teaching me soon after.

After many months of trials, she finally felt that I was ready to join my brothers and sisters in the circle.  I had never felt such a sense of belonging.  I had nothing but good days after that, and I continued in my education.  A few Yuris later, I once again felt the need to test myself.  I said goodbye to my brothers and sisters, and I assured them that I would return when I found what I was looking for.  I wandered away from the Kingdoms, not sure what I was after.  After a long journey, I am pleased to say that I am back with a renewed vigor.  I look forward to continuing down the never ending path of enlightenment and inner peace, and I hope that one day I can help others do the same.


~Kusala Pathos