Berig     Created on Sunday, 15 January 2006 20:53  
  KittyGirl  
            I was born in Buya, by the time when I was 3 years old my family moved to wilderness. My parents operates a farm that's how we survival there.
          We had lived in the wilderness 13 years already. We enjoyed natural life. One day, the horrible event came to our family. 3 bandits arrived mountainside where near my house. We were hiding inside the house and thought they would leave here soon. A few mins later, they didn't leave and kept approaching us. They came in with their hands holding sword, some of them holding axes. They broke almost everything and took all the expensive things. They found us in my room and tried to kill us all. My father rushed out and tried to protect us from them. One of the bandit slash with an axe on the neck of my father, he fell down. My mother called out so loud my father's name and rushed up there. One of the bandit slash my mom's back, she hold that bandit's leg after she fell down. I climbed out from window, which it was behind me. There was a bandit chased me when I escaped. I hided under the big tree that he couldn't find me.
       On the mountain, I had no food to eat and I was so tired by walking whole day because I scared they would still chasing me. I couldn't sleep at night because I always dream my parents got kill. I was so angry and always thought about how to revenge in the future. I wanted to train myself to get stronger for revenge. I found a way to Buya town, which I was born there. My garment was dirty and smell that everyone walked a way from me. I went in a temple where a big Buddha sitting inside. I prayed I would kill those bandits as soon as I would with my anger. An old monk came out and asked me why I wanted to revenge. Why I couldn't forgive them. I told him my passed. The old monk asked if I wanted to train with him. I replied as yea. Everyday I do meditation with him, as time got longer my anger getting disappeared from my mind that I forgave those bandits. I left the temple because I wanted to help people who need help. And one day I would become a true monk.