Berig | Created on Monday, 05 September 2005 12:05 |
*:SilverSasami |
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From the moment I entered this Kingdom, the matter of identity and family had always pressed heavily on my heart. Having fled both given to me at birth, I little imagined that I would ever have them again. Little meaning they had ever held for me, beyond a sense of contempt and false ideals, of grief and of pain. I held on only to my mother's name, before she had wed. I came from a desert community far to the south-west. The closest translation I could offer coming here was: Synclaire. With this name attached to me, I prospered within this Kingdom, and grew to love the life and culture attached to it. It was such an honor to be accepted into the Buyan Muse Guild. It was there that I encountered a truly inspiring and curious individual, by the name of Moondrops Sinclaire. Despite the likeness in our surnames, and our obvious similarity in physical appearance -- (Save for her missing eye, and the color of the remaining one to my own) -- several other curious likenesses began to surface. We were both running from illustrious and shady pasts, households of nobility and dark secrets. In the same week, both of us had received letters to fulfill our duty, and call upon our ailing fathers. To the outside world, we were thriving and cherished among the Guild. Inside, it is safe to say that the only company our misery loved was that of each other. We formed the bond of blood, that of sisters, for truly we were already closer in spirit than blood could bind two people. And I took her name. Ironically, both Synclaire and Sinclaire denote one of renown, and of illustriousness - Sinclaire, with one changed character, also means "pure". It feels almost like destiny that I should find my true family and meaning in this; I feel as if I have been purified from the original sins of my born family, and given new hope. To be a Sinclaire is to be loyal. To this name, and all that it represents I feel nothing but the most steadfast devotion, and the desire to see that only right is done by myself and my sister. To be "pure" -- to be honest, to be fair, and to know at which intervals one needs to concentrate, and which not to take quite as seriously. I think everyone is guilty of that. We strive for constant improvement, and understand that no situation is ever perfect. There is always something more to learn, and to teach. We respect each other and others, and strive to be patient with those who do not grant us the same courtesy. I, Sasami, and my sister Moondrops are all that comprise the Sinclaire family. An outsider might consider this a disparity, but to those who know us as sisters, and assuredly to us, I have never felt lacking for the love, support and guidance that the most abundant families can boast. Moondrops and I have shared laughter, tears and our very own blood. There is not one secret between us, no envy, no animosity, only the desire to see and assist the other to her goals and success. We have served as Master Muses of the Buyan Muse Guild for nearly 14 Yuri of the reign together. We have faced the Moon goddess Won Mei's attempted murder of Moondrops, a vicious kidnapping plot by a rogue member of the KSG that very nearly cost my life. We hosted countless Cabaret, performed and collaborated on many projects, and even hosted a largescale revolution against a corrupted Maestro. I feel fearless with my sister at my side. I thank the Gods every day for the blessing of her kinship, and the gift of "purity" she has given me-- my family, Sinclaire. ~Dame Sasami Sinclaire ~ (/irtuoso of Inspiration |
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