My true name is Sazanka Nakajima, and I was born in the center of the conflict of Light and Dark on the islands of Ilbon. Ilbon is infamous for its notorious pirates that enjoy plaguing the coasts of the kingdoms, so it was an immediate assumption that I would be yet another illness to befall on the kingdoms.

I arrived here in the midst of the wars between the twin kingdoms and Nagnang, my first few hours being that of bathing in the blood of comrades I would not call my own until I would be older. I suppose this would be the reason for my rather 'grayed' nature; I was born on the 'fence' of good and evil, and it would seem that I continue such behavior. The first impressions I have ever received have never been that of positive, from people in general, and these lands.

I once followed the path of Healing, but found myself bored with the studies of how to mend people's wounds when they'll only charge back into a hopeless battle for no apparent reason, to earn even more. Such disappointment lead me into the path of the Occult, where I find I have more of a suitable purpose.

Being forsaken since I arrived on this continent, by its people and time, it would only natural that I would join with the other Forsaken ones. Having found my place there, I also found Morteus, who came to me with a kinder voice than those around us, and therefore, I was lured into his charms. It has been apparent that in this time, he had been observing me and my lifestyle of 'blending into the background and fading into the foreground', and finally mentioned to me the name of a family that could possibly turn my life around.